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The next few days.... - Sing With Me If It's Just For Today...
If I should fall behind, Guyster, wait for me.
guysterrules
guysterrules
The next few days....
Look guys. I am staring down the barrel of this fucking "anniversary" and I didn't think it would affect me as it has. So bear with me and the posts that may come along. I have been nostalgic and sad lately. Really sad. Writing helps. It helps solidify memories and it hopefully will help purge some of them. I understand if you want to scroll past it. That's cool. I just need to write it.

Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Paradise - Bruce Springsteen

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blueeyedbear From: blueeyedbear Date: January 15th, 2003 09:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
HUGS to you my friend... I will be thinking of you! Hang in there!
guysterrules From: guysterrules Date: January 16th, 2003 10:19 am (UTC) (Link)
Thanks Carl. I know you've been dealing with a lot of your own stuff. Good luck at the new gig! Sounds like a cool group to be hanging with all day.
blueeyedbear From: blueeyedbear Date: January 16th, 2003 12:14 pm (UTC) (Link)

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Yeah, it is cool,, take care buddy and if you need me let me know.. bye buddy
among_the_stars From: among_the_stars Date: January 15th, 2003 10:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
I will read all of them.
I understand the anniversary thing. I was just thinking about that on the way home tonight actually. Realizing that Dave's is coming up in February and how I know it's gonna hit me again and then I started thinking, "I'm doing this to myself...it's just a date." But, it's not just a date. It does mean something. And I will always struggle a little on that day.

I understand.
I'm listening.
guysterrules From: guysterrules Date: January 16th, 2003 10:18 am (UTC) (Link)
I know you understand...that's how we met : )

I guess this time of year went from bad to worse for us.....
From: solemnrayne Date: January 16th, 2003 06:28 am (UTC) (Link)
::hugs:: I love reading your entries because I can feel so much love in them. Hang in there.
guysterrules From: guysterrules Date: January 16th, 2003 10:17 am (UTC) (Link)
Thank you : )
From: inkprincess Date: January 16th, 2003 09:17 am (UTC) (Link)
hang in there!! i love reading your stories. they are great!so full of love.
guysterrules From: guysterrules Date: January 16th, 2003 10:16 am (UTC) (Link)
Wow! Weren' t you Krazy Kris before...a big leap to Survey Whore : )

Thanks Kris. I wish all the shit going on in my head right now were as rose colored as some of my stories have been.
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