But it is half as beautiful as it was last year. I found all of the Christmas decoration boxes in the garage and I realized how much you took care of all of that stuff. You carefully packaged everything up every year and kept it safe. You were the one responsible for the traditions we had surrounding the tree every year. I followed along. Now I'm trying to recreate it and guess what? It''s not the same. It never will be. But I put your favorite ornament at the top of the tree as a beacon.
I miss you so much, baby, I miss you so much. And so does Bob.
I love you Bill Ledbetter (to which you would always reply in a silly voice, "I love you Terry Danuser")